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A Journal written by a Woman in her 30's that is living each day the best she can in the year 2010.

I don't care what people think about me and even is they agree or disagree with my thoughts in this journal. But I do believe these thoughts should be discussed, and research. DO NOT take my word for it.

Favorite Quotation: I have an open mind that anything is possible. It does not mean I believe in everything.








Friday, February 19, 2010

February 19, 2010 - Waking Up, A Human Experience

You're tootling along, you think you have a pretty good bead on things, but somethings not right somewhere, something just doesn't add up. Something.... is about to change.

It's like a constant annoying drone or a splinter too small to pick out easily. The world is out of joint but you cannot seem to put your finger on exactly what it is that's bothering you. Its fairly easy to ignore, so you do. For a while.

The thing about systems crumbling is that tiny bits begin to fall off at first. These tiny bits are very easy to dismiss, as in, 'There's more homeless people downtown than I remember seeing last year,' then you put your pedal to the metal and drive on. You see prices beginning to rise in the shops because your currency is buying less and less every season, but the head of state is on the box saying the economy is fine and things are only getting better, so you change the channel. Then, larger chunks begin to break off—someone you actually know gets laid off or loses their house or gets arrested on a charge completely out of proportion to the offense they allegedly committed and it all seems to be a bit more personal and closer to home.

Then one day it reaches a critical mass. Someone or something brings the truth home to you—and you immediately shut down. It's too horrible to think about but still, despite all the mental evasions, the rationalising, the justifications, you inexorably find yourself moving to...

Anger

Some are enraged at the one with the new view of reality. They tend to vehemently demonise the people who are actively engaged in seeking truth as a group of tinhats, liberals, crazy people, idiots. They cling to the status quo they have become accustomed to but... something has shifted in their lives at a molecular level. The new view isn't comfortable, but they find they are no longer at ease with the reality they hate to give up, either. It doesn't feel like home to be there anymore.

They now have two options; stay angry at the people with the new view of reality or move on to feel anger at the people in power.

Loads of people who are angry at the people in power get stuck there. They are the ones most frequently bitching away on blogs and forums—griping, moaning, shit-stirring—yet never actually doing anything but endlessly rehashing the problem. Once in a while, a few make it out and generally find themselves at

Despair

People self-medicate or commit suicide or bore the socks off people at parties who generally arent ready to have their world rocked. People in despair sometimes find it's useless to trumpet their beliefs to all and sundry because they suspect nobody's really listening anyway.

We are all assaulted on a daily basis by entities willing to spend vast sums of money and effort to capture and keep our attention; from the major media, to organised religion, to every commercial enterprise you can think of. There's no point in competing with them, yet if someone asks what you think and believe about the world, answer as simply and as truthfully as you can. You cannot convince anyone to accept at face value what you know, you can only point them in the direction where they can discover the truth for themselves, and you accomplish this most effectively by the example of how you live your own life.

Despair is a very lonely stage. Many people never move beyond it. The ones who do find themselves washed up on the shore of

Doing Something

You are a living, breathing soul; this makes you powerful. So, break the pattern of history—don't wait around to be told what to do, or where to stand or how to think. Don't wait on others with empty promises to do it for you. It's up to you to claim the power to change your own destiny.

For anyone considering their next move I would recommend that you must be willing to risk everything you possess. I am not saying that price will be extracted from you at the end—but you should be prepared for it to be. You must get yourself into the mindset of 'I am willing to risk everything for what I most desire.'

The world is what we make it, one individual at a time. I want to add to the sum total of beauty in it. A little at a time, if that's all I can manage to accomplish. I decided a long time ago that I would be doing that anyway no matter what else was going on.

and finally...

Wake up. Create as you go. Keep on your toes. Fly by the seat of your pants. Don't forget to breathe. Be happy anyway.
Most of all, remember you're in it for the adventure.

- HEO ©2009
Source: http://www.youtube.com/user/TheAntiTerrorist

Thursday, February 18, 2010

February 18, 2010 - Question everything

Who?
What?
Where?
When?
How?
and Why?

Question the news that the Media puts out.
Question our Leaders and their policies.
Question your Doctor.
Question your Childs Teacher
Question the Public Servant's that serves within our communities


"Question everything. Learn something. Answer nothing.”
- Euripides, Greek playwright, c. 480-406 BC

“The important thing is not to stop questioning.”
- Albert Einstein

Question Everything
http://questioneverything.typepad.com
When what is happening in your world doesn't make sense, when it doesn't conform to your beliefs about how things should work, it's time to ask hard questions.

Friday, January 29, 2010

January 26, 2010 - Through the eyes of a Slave...

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhDg41YF3oA
- I highly suggest you watch this film online.

The text below comes directly from the film:

Through the eyes of a Slave...
We are many.
And they are few.

For centuries, this union of the Vatican, the Zionist financiers and the German British monarchy have molded the illusion of what we call 'reality'. They connect as a secret society, steeped in anicent Egyptian culture, that believes Civilization exists to serve them.

Now, as always, fear is their method of control; fear of poverty, fear of terrorism, fear of authority...

Fear of not being like everybody else.

They control the money you owe, the media you absorb, the food you eat and the very air you breathe.

They are our Controllers...

And we are their slaves.

We are the slaves that toil so they can live in luxury. We are the slaves that die in the boardroom deals also known as 'wars'. We are the slaves that closed our eyes and pretended to be free.

The Four Agendas:
1. Complete ownership of every living thing on this Earth.
2. To repress the intellectual and spiritual evolvement of the Human Race.
3. To cull the Human herd by 500 million.
4. The genocide of all non-white races, followed by the genocide/enslavement of remaining white races.

From Native Americans and Aborginal Australians, to Latin America and South East Asia - the eradication of all indigenous races is a prime objective for the Controllers. Africa - where we all began - is not a nation...

It is a concentration camp.

Now that the Third World has been conquered, the Fourth World is next. As for the mystery that is China, their role will soon be revealed.

The Controllers, and the endless list of cowards, murderers, paedophiles and traitors that support them, have worked hard over the years.

They have kept us sedated and docile. They have kept us weak by gradually removing every right we have as free human beings.

They have instigated needless wars, infected us from multiple sources and engineered poverty to slow our progress.

We have been conditioned to fear, accept and respect our slavery through social engineering, a bombardment of useless distractions and mass mind-control. What are they trying to distract us from?

Realize that they don't care about us. They are aware of the pain, suffering, misery and horror that their lust for power has caused. Every living thing on this planet has a right to live here in freedom.

Every living thing.

How many know that energy could be free to all? That there is no need for oil! That there is enough food and land for everybody!

That naturally - grown plants could end the pharmaceutical industry.

That the money we work for doesn't actually exist!

They have conditioned us to believe that we need them, when the truth is...
They need us.

The machine is kept running by the very people who are enslaved by it.
To disconnect the machine, we must first disconnect ourselves.

Many of us slaves are aware of the Truth. Many have made great sacrifices for the better good.

We move among the masses, and against the Controllers.
We are Awake.
We are The Resistance.

No Violence -
Non-Compliance.

Be wary of those who tell you that freedom lies at the end of a gun.
These are the old ways.

A raging fire cannot be extinguished by more fire.

Love & Unity
Are the only weapons we need.

Pay no heed to the fear-mongers and their deceit. They feed on your fear in more ways than you can imagine.

Shed your Fear...
And you shed your chains.

They fear our potential. They dread the day we discover how powerful we really are. They dread the day we discover WHO we really are.

Our race is like a abused child raised in an environment of greed, corruption, lies and violence. It is all we know, but it is not too late to change. We have a chance to make a final stand. Lets ours be the generation that breaks this ancient cycle of tyranny, so our children may advance in peace and harmony.

This is about standing for something worth dying for...
Freedom.

Are you ready?
Slaves...

RISE

The Global Truth Alliance
Organise - Inform - Prepare - Resist
http://www.youtube.com/globaltruthalliance

The Global Truth Alliance is an attempt to bring all aspects of the Truth Movement together. In time, it is hoped that the GTA will become a publicly known, and trusted, organisation.

Are You Ready?


http://www.thinkfreeforums.org
http://www.worldfreemansociety.org
http://www.thinkfree.ca
http://www.thecrowhouse.com
http://www.theantiterrorist.co.uk
http://www.9-11anniversarylondon.org
http://www.causingtheeffect.com

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

January 5, 2010 - The Sims FREE WILL and Population Thought

My January 5, 2010 Thoughts of the Day
- Modifed on January 8, 2010

I own the PC games Sims 2 with all the expansion and stuff packs and Sims 3 which I love to play for hours at a time.

Sometimes in my real life I feel like I'm living in a Sims Game where at times I'm allowed to have FREE WILL on and at other times it feels like somebody is controling me. I have had dreams and nightmares that I was living in a Sims world where good and bad stuff was happening to me and to the people around me. Would it be sick if Mankind on this planet Earth wake up to find that their were merely pawns/slaves/Sims in game played by other living beings unlike their own. Can you imagine what Mankind would do to these other worldly living beings? I know if I was one of these living beings at this moment in time I would be really, really scared.

Why? Because of our population. There will be to many of us to control just like there is when we the Humans play the Sims in the PC game. They wouldn't be able to handle us all at the same time if we would come together and fight them as one big force. I would think we would be able to wipe these worldly living beings out?

Disturbing Clip:
Population Reduction after economic collapse
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kf-IEabF-vw

Written by (C) 2010 Mary D on January 5, 2010
My thoughts of each day of 2010
http://maryd2010.blogspot.com

Monday, January 4, 2010

January 3, 2010 - WAKE UP!

My January 3, 2010 Thoughts of the Day
- Modifed on January 4, 2010

Wake Up People! Our goverments are not our parents. If you don't like whats going on, than get up off your ass and research your rights, and act on them before
you loose them. I'm sick and tired listening to people who complain about their goverment is treating them like a Child. What do you expect? When people demanding endless laws to be pass by their Goverment because people couldn't take care of themselves and figure out how to settle disputes on their own. We have so many stupid laws on the books that everyone is gulity of breaking untold many.

Written by (C) 2010 Mary D on January 4, 2010
My thoughts of each day of 2010
http://maryd2010.blogspot.com